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Eliza Bateman received her PhD from the Faculty of Law in 2019. In her dissertation, she explored religious and sexual identity conflict through a legal theory lens. Today, she is the Senior Research Analyst at the University of Ottawa Refugee Hub.听

Q: My first question is, what are you doing now and how did you end up there after your PhD?

I鈥檓 currently working as the senior research analyst at the University of Ottawa Refugee Hub. We are a small research, policy, and programming organization that operates out of the University of Ottawa; we do a lot of excellent interdisciplinary, knowledge translation work.

A lot of my work is academically linked鈥擨 do some writing, I lead a team of students and researchers鈥攂ut we also do a lot of international and national advocacy work around improving refugee protection and looking at creative avenues for refugee resettlement and third country solutions for refugees. Part of that advocacy work might be working on large scale policy projects and writing reports or might be liaising with stakeholders internationally. A lot of my job requires tying those two pieces together鈥攑roducing and supporting high impact policy work and producing high impact academic work, and trying to get these two areas to speak to each other in a meaningful way.听

Q: That sounds fantastic to be working on both sides, doing both research work and policy work.听

I feel very, very lucky, because I think it鈥檚 exactly where I wanted to be. I didn鈥檛 apply for purely academic jobs, and that鈥檚 because I didn鈥檛 want to be a traditional academic. I knew that when I started the PhD, so I鈥檓 a bit of a different PhD candidate. It wasn鈥檛 that I didn鈥檛 enjoy the academic aspect. I loved it. But I wanted something that was more active in terms of the social justice impact of my work.听

Q: When you were at 鲍鱼直播, were you part of any research institutes or was this something you found after?

This is where things come full circle, because I actually worked as a student researcher and then grad fellow for IPLAI (Institute for the Public Life of Art and Ideas), which was directed by Paul Yachnin, who is the director of the TRaCE 鲍鱼直播 project. It was a really fantastic opportunity to see a big project start up, see how it was run, and see the value of the skills that you get from doing the doctorate, how that can translate these into real world experience. I was given that opportunity to work directly on those projects, and that was so rewarding. I also worked with the 鲍鱼直播 Centre for Human Rights and Legal Pluralism as a research associate throughout my LLM and the first couple of years of my PhD.

I鈥檓 pretty sure that my experience working for IPLAI and the Law Faculty at 鲍鱼直播 in no small way helped make me a good candidate for my current job, because a lot of what we do is writing grant applications, design projects and get quality projects up and running. Working with institutes at 鲍鱼直播 (particularly IPLAI) was really important to me, not just in terms of skills, but also for networking and meeting really cool people also doing interesting research. It stopped my doctorate from being just about my project (which would have made me incredibly myopic, I think) and made my project and work part of other people鈥檚 projects, which I thought was an incredibly valuable experience.听

Eliza Bateman reflects on how being part of large projects at 鲍鱼直播 helped broaden her PhD experience.

Q: Did you receive any financial support during your PhD either from these institutes you worked with or within or outside of 鲍鱼直播?听

There are a couple of big fellowships offered to PhD candidates which I wasn鈥檛 eligible for because I was an international student until the end of my PhD. So, I hustled all the way through my doctorate because, as an international student, things are just more complicated and more expensive. At the same time鈥攚hile I know extra-curricular work is a huge problem for a lot of students and it definitely made for longer days鈥攊t did mean that I worked for a couple of excellent professors, which also gave me great opportunities, I worked for my supervisor editing a book, I took on editing contracts from other profs, I worked for Paul at IPLAI, and I worked as the Senior Liaison Officer for the TRaCE project.听

Towards the end of my PhD, I got an award from IPLAI for finishing PhD candidates which made a huge difference. It was about seven thousand dollars for the last year of my doctorate. I think that without that my life would likely have been really very tricky.听听

Q: What was your relationship like with your supervisor?听

My supervisor was Shauna Van Praagh. She is an exceptional supervisor. She is a member of the academy who really takes seriously her obligations to her students and, whether you knew her or not going in, if you were assigned to her as a student, she worked so hard for you in terms of getting you extra funding or extra work, linking you up with academic opportunities, and in terms of supporting you through the drafting and research process. It was fantastic.听

We had a very adult relationship, which is something that鈥攊f I鈥檓 ever in the position of supervising someone鈥擨鈥檓 going to use as a model. She would say 鈥淵ou鈥檙e an adult. You write the way you want to write, but if you don鈥檛 give me material, I can鈥檛 help you. If you give me material, I commit to you that I will turn it around quickly and thoughtfully.鈥� And she did exactly that. I think that was wonderful to me because it made me feel that I was being listened to. She was often very critical and sometimes the feedback wasn鈥檛 good (she pushed me when I needed to be pushed!), but her feedback was always thoughtful and on point. I knew that if I took three months to get her a chapter or a piece of writing, that was fine. There was no one breathing down my neck every week wanting to know where my work was. Her attitude was 鈥淚t鈥檚 what you put into it. If you give me four thousand words, I will take it very seriously and respond to you within the week鈥� and she always did. In addition, she is a wonderful person, with a great sense of humour, who always took me out for a coffee when she wanted to meet up and discuss my work. Which was a lovely, courteous move, and also made me feel more like a junior colleague, and less like a student.听

Q: Did you have any experiences in publishing in your PhD or was that something you took on after?听

I know a couple of my very dear friends鈥攚ho are now junior profs鈥攚ho did a lot of publishing during the PhD. I didn鈥檛, partly because I was rushing to finish and partly because I was hustling all the time and, honestly, partly due to a lack of confidence. If I look back at what I should have done, I should have published my Master鈥檚 thesis. I鈥檓 not saying it was great, but it was fine, and it was saying something interesting. I should have published it, but I justified it by saying I鈥檓 busy, I鈥檓 on all these committees, doing all this work, I simply don鈥檛 have time鈥攚hich was partly true, but I think I was still feeling uncertain of myself as an academic writer. Because this wasn鈥檛 my first career (I used to be a human rights lawyer, more focused on the 鈥榙oing鈥� and less on the 鈥榬eflecting鈥�), I felt like I wasn鈥檛 ready to be sending my work out into the world and that was a mistake.听

Q: Did you have any challenges after graduating because you weren鈥檛 really in an academic field anymore?听

Honestly, not being a citizen in the country you move to makes it difficult to break through barriers to get your CV on the right table or to be selected for interviews. I think people stopped reading my CV after they got past my 鲍鱼直播 experience鈥攚hich meant that my ten years of employment as a lawyer in Australia didn鈥檛 mean much to anybody and that was very demoralizing, and led to a lot of soul-searching.听

Also, I wanted to move into policy and social justice and human rights while having a graduate school degree鈥擨 wanted to bring those two skill sets and interests together. It鈥檚 not a traditional route, and it鈥檚 difficult to find places who value it, so I was very lucky that the Refugee Hub thought my skills and experience were a good fit for my role. Without them picking me up, I don鈥檛 know what my employment search would have looked like. There don鈥檛 seem to be enough opportunities out there that bridge those three things: practice, policy, and academia. There should be more.

Q: Is there anything you learned after the PhD that you wish you鈥檇 learned during the PhD?听

Going through the trial by fire that is the open 鲍鱼直播 defense鈥攅ven though everyone says it鈥檚 a rubber stamp鈥攊s still pretty harrowing. I remember at the end of it I felt like I could do anything. I thought: if I can stand up in front of those people and defend my position, all this work that I have thought through- then I can absolutely send things out for publication. I can put myself out there. I don鈥檛 know whether what I wish I had was the confidence in myself or the confidence to be wrong or to be told no, but I wish I had that confidence.

The PhD was one of the best things I have done in my life. The people I met, the networks I made, the ability to write my dissertation. It was an amazing experience. I wouldn鈥檛 change it for anything. Massively inconvenient to do mid-career [laughing] but I wouldn鈥檛 change the experience for the world. To be paid to think for three years is one of the most transformative things that鈥檚 ever happened to me.听